Without faith, U are not able to see the miracle happen

For those who felt hard to feel his presence & hard to trust in God:


Do u know?

God is not lived in our small little expactation box....
God is not limit by our brain

He is BIGGER
Even bigger then our imagination !

He is NEVER FAILED
He never create failed product - U & Me
You & Me are beautiful in His eye

Do you ever think why things are going worse & worse?
The end of us, is just the beginning of God

"IS JUST THE BEGINNING OF GOD"

The things will become worse
Most of the time are b'cos ...... we just believe our own way & not seek in Him
Over confidence to ourself

We don't like under control by God, we even feel "hey! It's so limit!"
Deep inside shouted "I want free"

BUT

You found that the more deeper U go
The more chains u have
Surround U & couldn't be break !

U BEGIN STUCK THERE & SHOUT HELP!!!

We have to know
He is able to turn all things around

BUT

Without faith, we are not able to see the things happen

Not by self confidence, that's not called faith

Faith is have faith in God !!
Faith is your heart deep desire......
A desire to break all chains
And believe He is your only way.....

Like what bible tell us :

A woman had a flow of blood for 12 years!!!
She had suffered and spent all her saving on physicians
Sickness was no better, but rather grew worse

When one day she heard Jesus came to the town

She came behind Jesus in the crowd, and touched his garment
She said within herself, " If only I may touch his clothes, I shall be made well"

........ She believe just one touch then she will get heal !! ..........

And immediately her flow of blood STOPPED
She felt her body was healed!!

When Jesus came to her side, He said to her :

"Daughter, your faith has made you well"

Do U believe that?
Do U started doubt?

Doubt will not move God's hand
Only Faith will move God's hand

GOD IS ABLE !!
He Never Lived in our small little expactation!!

But he is asking U to have faith in Him!

Do U dare to challenge yourself?
Do U willing to lay down your will & just walk with Him?

I willing, not b'cos I wanna be proud.

I just don't want fall & miss out the blessing from God
I'm so afraid to live apart from my beloved dear heavenly father

I have a single wishes & pray
No matter who u are

I hope.....

after U read my blog, U can have the same faith & desire in Him

Amen !!

We are the generation hunger for GOD!

我试着求问神，复兴的时刻真的是这一刻吗？

我们这些所谓的年轻人真的是他要使用的吗？

我不是神，我不知道神接下来会如何使用CYC的300个勇士

我只知道这片土地有我们对神百姓的爱

这个火焰会继续燃烧我们心底最深的渴望

渴望看见每个人回家的心

2009 年在 Surabaya 看见的 Crusade

主，我们要看见在 18、19号一样发生在 Bukit Jalil

属灵软弱的、瘸腿的、瞎眼的.....

我们祷告他们能够苏醒过来

与你一同欢庆、迎接，撒但被践踏的那一天来临

我们不再奔走以前的道路

我们乃要写下属于你的历史！

Conquer the grave

Satan go away from me!!!
I gonna rely on the ONE who give me strength!!

I am holding on the authority to conquer the grave
Let's fight! Fight for God Kingdom!!

I may weak, but my GOD is strong enough to lift me up!

Amen!!

为挚爱的土地，站立！

Awesome God

Our God Is an Awesome God!

Nothing I should afraid of!
Including U, Satan!!
In the Name of Jesus
We are here to step on U!

Unfortunately, I'm going to tell U
Our God is Awesome
Our Church is on the way to get revival
U should stay away from us!

Although the road is not easy to pass by
I know, that I know, that I know....
Jesus is always there for me
He is wisdom, power & love

He can break all Satan trap!! Amen!!

Share wit all my luv one~~

I love tis song so much
so i would like to share with all my frens & family
Include my dear sis for sure

I know is path to live so far away from us
I know u do miss us
same as the way I miss u

My shoulder could not be with U
My hand could not hold U
But my heart always always think of U
Prayer is the only way for me
to deliver my strengthen from heaven to yur family

"LUV U & GOD LUV U as the same like me"




INTO YOUR HAND
I COMMIT AGAIN
WITH ALL I AM
FOR YOU, LORD
YOU HOLD MY WORLD
IN THE PALM OF YOUR HAND
AND I AM YOURS, FOREVER

JESUS, I BELIEVE
IN YOU
JESUS, I BELONG
TO YOU
YOU'RE THE REASON THAT I LIVE
THE REASON THAT I SING
WITH ALL I AM

I'LL WALK WITH YOU
WHEREVER YOU GO
THROUGH TEARS AND JOY
I'LL TRUST IN YOU
AND I WILL LIVE
IN ALL OF YOUR WAYS
AND YOUR PROMISES, FOREVER

I WILL WORSHIP , I WILL WORSHIP YOU
I WILL WORSHIP , I WILL WORSHIP YOU

I WILL WORSHIP , I WILL WORSHIP YOU
I WILL WORSHIP , I WILL WORSHIP YOU

考验~坚持

今天，灵里很不平安....
在灵里有很深的自责感

愧疚一直侵袭我的思想
整个人被困扰

想呼喊、但压迫感让我只能静默
想伸手呼求，舌头却打结

就在这时候
这首歌成了我最大的释放

不断的敬拜、呼求、祷告



停止的一瞬间
我感觉整个被释放
视线也突然便清晰了

我知道错了，对不起...
我的上帝
我会为你舍下一切

因为你的缘故
我会坚持~~

holiness is beautiful~

why we need pray?

why we need to maintain in a holy lives?

why we need to stay in a same heart beat of G0D, to care for the lost?

Cos we really really really need to....................

If we are not the light of the world

If we are not the salt of the world

If we also hopeless

How this world will going to be?

Adam, he already surrender his authority

Now, in this generation, in this nation

We can't !!

we must stay in holiness, stand with his word,

hold the authority given by GOD

and speak to the darkness

pray to destroy satan kingdom

Tell the world that Jesus is great

His blood redeem our imperfection

Tell the world that holiness is beautiful

not just a theory or a dream

is a truth really can happen if we rely on HIM

And let Him shape our heart.... ^ ^

BREAK !!

"Break"
is a word from God to me
is a lesson that I need to learn

"Break"
sometime is not so easy for me
bcos doesn't comfortable

When some thing blocking my relationship wit GOD
really need to have brave to break it for GOD
example: breaking those weakness may usually hang around & hard to leave

In each day of life
temptation sometimes will quietly come without notice
Some test is for me to breakthrough to another level
But some temptation is for me to stop, to break before fall

I notice that
"TRY" is not useful at all
bcos I may have excuse to say
"I try, but fail"

Only way is BREAK!!
That mean my flesh must die

Must break my weakness.....
Must breakthrough in a test
Must break before temptation

Process may not easy
but I looking forward to the blessing of GOD !!

考验。渴慕。跨越。

最近真的有许多属灵上的争战 ....
不论是自己的、朋友的、还是为复兴、为灵魂的...
真的有种.... 快喘不过气来的感觉....

这次的属灵争战，真的打得很吃力
有时候，不知不觉会掉进了陷阱，也不自知

感觉属灵上的敏锐度，好像逐渐在退步
经历前所未有的考验...

天啊！我可不要！
我不要辛辛苦苦，跨越障碍，跟随到如今
现在才放弃。

不论其他人心里是怎样想
我只有一个意念就是--- 跟随到底

今天下午，许多思绪侵略着我的心
所思所想，都好像在脱离我正常的轨道

突然一首歌在脑海中闪过---《献上我心》
画面很清晰的呈现在眼前

有一个微声不断在心中萦绕

“当初，你的心向神是如何的？”
“现在也必如何。”

是的！父神帮助我，让我信心的眼睛得以扩张
看见你所看见的
我愿意，我也渴慕，即使附上代价，我也要

我只有一个渴求
永远不要撇下我
唯有在你里头，是我心极大的满足

当初是你的眷顾我，在暗中呼召了我
我生命的意义是你赋予的

因此，若你与我同在
我不需要惧怕！

Is God Grace to help me Go .... More .... Further

Is God Grace to help me

Go .... More .... Further

everyday when I wake up

is soooooooo hard for me to pray in the morning time

'Cos most of the time I felt not enough of sleeeeeep

Even when I force myself & pray

sometimes will fall again

Listen... ...

not fall under power

is fall under sleepy, hahaha .... paiseh

But today in my spirit hav a little sound 2wake me up

I fall again at the beginning

But the calling again & again pushing me 2pray

& when I started pray 4 His Nation

something change in the spirit

Refresh & awake slowly come into my soul

atmosphere around is very soft, very peace

when decide 2 fast today morning

I still worry myself can make it or not

Cos I seldom fast bfast

but is God Grace to help me

Go .... More .... Further

No gastric, No hard feeling, Only hunger in spirit

Thx U, My beloved heavenly father~~

头生 = 起初最好的

我们的神看重奉献吗？
当然！

不过我相信，他更看重一个人奉献的态度
财主在数目上可以给的多
却只是给出钱财，而不是用“奉献”的态度来给

我一直都很执著
要给神最好的，头生的
不止给出“ 好的态度 ”
我也希望，可以尽可能给出 “美好的数目”

出12:1-2
耶和华晓谕摩西说，以色列中凡头生的，
无论是人是牲畜，都是我的，要分别为圣归我。

因为我相信，我亲爱的主
他喜悦，同时悦纳~

这也是表达我对他的爱，其中一种方式~~

deeper

deeper ~

means U cannot just walk "one" step,
that is not enough!

Jesus ask Peter to walk deeper
even continually ask him to love him more

Jesus use the word is "Agape"
which mean he want his people desire to love him
even sacrifice all things to love him
How Great is this!
Because through loving deeply in him
He will satisfy us in his "special way" !

Same in worshiping the Lord
Tabernacle is the most beautiful worship in bible
Because it teaching us to worship in a deeper way

From our flesh, to our heart
From our heart, to our spirit
Face to face with God
& spirit to spirit with Holy Spirit

Thank you, for your breathe
through your breathe
we have spirit & it help us to draw near to U!

when U say " I can't do it .... "

when U say...
"I can't do it ...."

God tells you
"I can do everything through him
who gives me strength."

(Phillipians 4:13)

Kaulah Segalanya

Kaulah Segalanya
True Worshippers

Kau Bapa yang mengasihiku
Kuasamu memulihkanku
Hati yang baru kau berikan untukku dapat melihat
Rencana-Mu indah bagiku, Kau ada d setiap jalanku
Hatiku haus dan lapar akan Engkau

Kaulah segalanya
d dalam hidupku
Kerajaan-Mu, kebenaran-Mu itu bagianku
Kaulah yang kupandang
Selama hidupku
Mengasihi-Mu, memuliakan-Mu Bapa dan Rajaku

Yes Lord...
I captivated by your beauty

You are so meaningful to me
Until I couldn't even take it any more

what I can express
is only thru this 3 words :

" I LOVE YOU "

你是促成改变的一分子，你知道吗？

上帝的脚步真的越来越快

有时候，甚至觉得睡觉都好像在浪费时间... ...

而同一时间，我们也在跟魔鬼征战、斗快、斗狠

可是，不需要惧怕的是，

我们的祷告、权柄、能力绝对可以震动他的王国

一切黑暗的营垒，坚固的恶势力要被震动、倒塌

这个世代，不再是个懦弱的世代

就因为魔鬼知道，他的时间不多

所以这个时代不义的事，也越发增多

不要再坐视不理，尤其是基督徒们

这时代的改变与你有密切的关系

需要你跟我，我们每个人去完成他

就像圣经，创世纪所提到的

我们被创造，就是要去治理这地

是时候，我们要 “吩咐” 社会败坏的价值观、

人性的自私、虚浮，离开！！

我们要重新夺回我们的治理权

让这世代成为改变历史的世代

恢复世界原本的美好

不再向社会的腐败低头，阿门！

90% 的牺牲性代祷

今天是一个blue blue 的星期一

首先，自己的引擎好像启动不到一样 ^ ^
手头上的工作都慢半拍

而奇怪的是
身边的人也好像一幅不在状况里的样子 ~ ~"
公司里有不少人，可是气氛超宁静的
每个人工作的进度也相对的缓慢.... ....

下午下的一场雨，感觉更加添了一丝的忧郁

怎么这样？
hmmm..... 不行。我不太受得了耶

因着这个缘故，午餐的时侯，虽然外面下着雨
还是决定往教会的方向走

就这样，到了教会的某个角落后
开始沉淀自己的思绪
可是那些思绪一点也没有平静下来
反而让我更加深陷其中

这时想起了，腓力牧师有关祷告的分享
心里突然有个声音向我说话
“你是为自己祷告，还是为神的国祷告？”

当下决定放下自己的一切疑虑
就开始为着马来西亚祷告
很奇妙的是.... ....

我的祷告字句，越来越顺
好像牵动着某种能力一般

这时，我更加确定，而继续宣告性的祷告
为着耶稣在马来西亚的复兴工作祷告

接着为小组每个组员信心宣告式的祷告
因为自己的信心真的有限
只能依靠那无限的上帝

代祷的过程，其实很不容易
各种负面的思想会一直出现搅扰
对灵魂的负担又真实的... ... 让我灵感觉很深的难过

可是，上帝真的很信实
因为经历一番灵里祷告的争战后，
步出教会的刹那间，真的很释放、很平安

深刻体验圣经所说
“我虽行过死阴的幽谷，也不怕遭害”

当我为耶稣倾倒
耶稣同时间，承担了我生命90% 的空缺
为我祷告
而... .... 那种祝福是远远超过
我为自己祷告时所经历的

阿门 ^ ^

not "ME" but "HIM"

In tis few weeks time
a lot of things happen

Many unbelievable things
suddenly appeard in my lifes
somehow
many of them is nonsense!

sometimes when I alone
I really felt I can't even take it anymore
almost wan to quit

I started to pray & seek God will

suddenly.....
I realise, tis is spiritual warfare

since tis month
I started to lead a CG
pressure, temptation never stop

& something truth is~~
every time when I need to
follow up somebody

that day will have some matters
suddenly happen & disturb me

try to tempt me to fall
try to distract my attention on GOD

I angry about the Satan trick
he threat me to stop serving GOD
BUT
although he is still there

I believe "WHO" inside me is bigger than "him"

I feeling grateful to my beloved heavenly father
b'cos everytime HE come on time!!!
no matter how bad luck is that day
HE always help me & bring down spiritual atmosphere
during follow up serving

sometimes I know that
my preparation is not that much
worrying keep on distract me

I'm not strength enough
BUT Holy Spirit remind me to PRAY

when I rely on HIM
powerful Holy Spirit will
change the situation upside down

I started understand why some character in bible
can do such unbelievable things for GOD

"NOT BY MY OWN STRENGTH
BUT
BY THE POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT"

S.O.S to faithful

Mother Teresa, she said sumthing really touch me
" I not called to be successful, I called to be faithful! "
Yes! U are rite !

I really feel disappointed of myself & my serving recently
I can't even facing my failure,
& be confidence 2 take all the challenge around me
I try to overcome stress, pressure situation....
but nothing change

I try so hard 2 break temptation, breakaway the chains
but my world seems like the same

I try so hard 2 get 100% marks
I try so hard 2 be successful
I try so hard 2 be abnormal, be powerful

But I forget a simple thing, tat is :
God not called me 2 "always" success,
but called me 2 be "faithful" in HIM

So, I cry & cry & cry in front Holy Spirit yesterday nite,
I laid down all my strength，my proud, my method
I don wan abide in HIM once,
but forever in my daily life, I wan link wit Holy Spirit

Tis two days, I experience refresh in my soul & my mind
Thank u, Holy Lord!
for giving me a renewal chance,
giving me a renewal relationship wit u
so tat I can have a new view of my serving
& living in your freedom once again.....

serve in the new life of the spirit

I can walk with God all my days,

but if lost the direction of serving him….

How would I be?

My life, my serving may not fruitful & multiply.
It may not easy 2 walk in narrow way, but never regret on it.

Tuesday nite experience a powerful prayer meeting.

It really leads by Holy Spirit, until I can really feel the refresh of my spirit.
The strengthen power frm heaven lifted me up once again.

Thank u, Lord! My spirit recharge with your word, your spirit again.