My Old Buddy~

昨天跟旧朋友一起聚餐，感觉很舒服....

疲惫了一整天的精神也松懈下来

原来彼此尊重的沟通，可以打破人跟人之间的隔阂

可能是大家成长了

开始在话题上有默契的避重就轻

所以聚在一起时也可以天南地北的聊

人到了某个阶层，朋友会开始减少

因为大家都在为生活忙

交集开始无法重叠

也因为如此

心灵深处比任何一个年少的人更需要朋友

感慨的同时，也同时更懂得珍惜.....

How to choose the rite partener 26/9

copy from Cyrus facebook

Anyone free tomorrow? Invite u to cum & join us!!

Is blessing 4u to know, who is the rite one! don miss it!!

暴风雨札记- Part 2

因为这首歌给我一个很深的肯定
鼓励我重新出发
我真的很喜欢，也希望可以鼓励你，不论你在哪里 ^^



I am chosen, I am free
I am Living for eternity
Free now forever

You picked me up, turned me around
You set my feet on solid ground
Yours now forever

And nothing's gonna hold me back
Nothing's gonna hold me back
Nothing's gonna hold me back

My chains fell off
My heart was free
I'm alive to live for you
I'm alive to live for you
Amazing Love, how can it be?
You give everything for me
You give everything for me
Everything

You washed my sin and shame away

The slate is clean: a brand new day,
Free now forever
Now boldly I approach your throne
To claim this crown through christ my own
Yours now forever

And nothing's gonna hold me back
Nothing's gonna hold me back
Nothing's gonna hold me back

My chains fell off
My heart was free
I'm alive to live for you
I'm alive to live for you
Amazing Love, how can it be?
You give everything for me
You give everything for me

I'm free to live
Free to give
Free to be
I'm free to love you

暴风雨札记- Part 1

常听人家说
暴风雨前夕是极可怕的
因为平静的背后，潜伏着极大的摧毁力量

而我比较喜欢暴风雨之后~~
为什么呢？

呵呵，因为之后就是雨过天晴嘛
太阳会穿透乌云
照亮整片土地 ^^
每一个呼吸，都是心旷神怡的

冷飕飕的暴风雨
也会被暖呼呼的阳光取代
那种被阳光热能包围的感觉
真的很舒服~~

其实沉静了两天
真的让我学习到很多功课

发现...暴风雨可不是闹着玩的
真的来临时，才发现自己是多么的缺乏
根本不懂得如何招架
掏光口袋、想尽办法，都抵挡不了
最后落得个残兵败将的下场.....大输仗
躲去心灵的深山去疗伤

没办法，技穷噢~~

在 “疗伤” 的过程里
偶然的，我遇见一个受伤的人

看起来，是偶然的...
但原来是上帝爸爸的安排

让我从他身上，如镜子反照一般
看见自己跟他一样的软弱

看起来像是我在鼓励他
后来发现，原来不是

当我帮助他寻找他对神、对生命的热切时
我也开始感受到心里的那一点火种
他有没有醒悟过来，我不知道
但是我就真的醒了

还记得，上星期我 “衰多口” 很愤慨、肯定的说：
“主，我愿意经历受逼迫的荣耀”
结果呢 ^^"
呵呵，就真的经历了....
吓到，怎么那么快?
3件打击像暴风雨一样，无声无息突然介入

但上帝爸爸的手也在我快不行的时候，适时介入...
牵引我去打开一本书的一页

翻开~里头是这样写的：

“有时候，我必须让我的心受伤，被人误解或看不起，使基督的性格可以完全塑造在我生命中。我发觉自己常要自己奋斗--除了基督，无人帮助--这让我更学习谦卑。”

试探之所以会是一个试探，是因为我还没有胜过
是因为在那个软弱里面，我还没有学会谦卑顺服
骄傲遮掩了我的视线

但是，爬起来不是困难的
因为上帝爸爸永远是我暖呼呼的港湾

我应该每天丢掉所有沉重的垃圾包袱
让他定义我每天的生命！

好想避世一下～

最近的压力，真的大到不行....

别人给的
自己加给自己的
还有一些莫名其妙冒出来的

尤其不想回到办公桌
因为我好像变身资料总库、百科全书一般
什么疑难杂症都往我这里推

唉... 真的很讨厌啦.......受不了了
好想避世一下哦，可以吗？
去哪里都好....

是我的能力已经到了一个极限吗？
抑或他人才是导火线？

连带睡眠也受影响了
一向以来不用5分钟就能睡到天亮
最近的睡眠品质竟然超差的

真的很难熬... 坚持还是逃跑？
这样应该很不负责任吧？

为自己打气·^^

眼睛真的很疼，视窗好像从来没有那么迷蒙过

只是心更冷~~
原本紧闭的心门，还继续的被一阵阵冷风摇撼着
冰冷的寒意刺进心里

其实当初是因为带着憧憬、带着自信踏进来
而就像一般的故事，眼前所有都是平铺的发展着

但是，随着时间的推磨，人与人之间的冲突，人性的软弱
才发现自己手中握着的火种已经黯淡无光

叹息是常有的事，频密的…. 连我自己都不想面对它
而压在心里的那股沉重，好像无时无刻都在找寻一个呐喊的出口
只等一个钥匙把它释放出来

突然好想回到一个熟悉的地方
曾经在那里，我找到了一个最熟悉的椅子
抬头是蓝色的天，低头是一片的云
感觉真的很靠近
好像什么沉重都霎时减轻了许多

是时候再一次出发咯
我相信这一步，会是全新的开始

呵呵，不禁要为自己打气，加油
决定了就果敢的去吧！

Recover b4 going overseas, Amazing!

yahoooooo!!

I'm going surabaya soon, on today
so excited!!

Yest nite when packing my luggage edi very excited, I believe will hav much received tis time, Amen!

GOD is awesome, I still flu & bit fever last 3 days
I still worried & imagine tat
maybe I will block by customs
hahaha...

But today when i wake up,
I edi recover, praise the Lord!!
I full of appreciated to My Jesus, He heal me & bless me so well

Thx U so much~~ I luv U

丫头《我也不想这样》

昨天，由于是“大过天”的母亲节
CYC 大部分的成员都留在家里跟母亲大人庆祝、度过

于是，自然的....
8度空间摄影棚就少了一大半助威的人，哈哈
不过，我全家(包括两老）已经完全中了“丫头”的毒
一吃完饭，一家之主就说要回家看“终极天团”
呵呵....

过后，我们全家就聚在电视机前追看“终极天团”

由于，每次都去摄影棚看LIVE
第一次在家跟家人一起看
感觉还蛮棒的，大家一起做“评判”
一起批评其他唱不好的、称赞好的，呵呵...
这一次，母亲节过的真不一样，太赞了哦!

丫头《咕叽咕叽》

化身store keeper

真的又累、又热哦........

话说我家公司，这一次的货运，遇到前所未有的阻碍
先是供应商 “办事不力”
接踵而来的还有船运的差误、新货柜拖运公司不去处理过关卡的事.......

这一次真的超级大混乱

而我们的茶先生更是忙得出烟.....
连点货也没时间

但是，电脑数据上若有失误，就可大可小了

没办法之下
就自己去点货咯
说真的，还是第一次

过程虽然凌乱
不过至少，最后还是功成身退 ^^

我2个大姐以前
一个常跑工地
一个天天新马两边跑
呵呵，突然觉得吴家的女儿
都不是盖的 ^@^"

Mission Impossible, but we make it possible!

Last friday - Labour day
I believe many ppl will rest at home & nothing to do

Or else, shopping, movie, saw tv.... bla bla bla....
tat's all!

But, tis yr Labour day is so meaningful & busy for me

My Mommy evry yr had privilege in her bday
Tat is---------> evry family member will hv holiday on her bday

U r Correct! She is 1st May bday gal!
Oopssyy...... hehe.... is bday Mommy!

why i say busy??
tat is bcos, at the same day
CYC also hv encounter GOD event, Oh GOD!

NVM, is just a small challenge for us
Those of us show our "special moving power" on tat day

early morning show face in CYC
thn afternoon "dissapear" in CYC, fly over to telok gong
to celebrate dearest Mommy bday

Who's speed is the fastest one??
Is Spider Man. haha.....
We all use to fly
but he is the one suddenly appear! hehe....
(I suddenly realise he got another identity- "Jumper" )

Guess wat... after the lunch & finish celebrate bday
We back to CYC again
Serving in nite time healing & deliverance
Praise The LORD
[.........MISSION COMPLETE!!...........]

Let's see some nice photo

Mommy : Don't take pic la.... lao fu lao qi lo..... paiseh paiseh...




Yi yi : Hei! Fellow boy & gal, don't blow the cake 1st, the candle not yet ready!



The world most "sheong geng" couple, 天造地设的一对!! ^^




See!!
<----- Dad & Mom So Happy!! <----- Sweet faces!!






Wowowow!!! Our "small bee" xiao Jing feng can't wait blow cake jo.... our "sius sius" Aloisius also hahaha....wei wei... at least remain some for Granpa & Grandma blow oh...





Daddy : Lao Po, Shh.... I wan the big one ok?












Yi yi + small bee (xiao jing feng) show u 2 different faces - happy + moody!!

终极天团--丫头

就在昨天，我们一大票CYC member
去到了Asia Centre 8度空间捧场，支持翠雯
气势真的有够.....蓬勃 ^0^"

而且CYC member化身的“专业观众群”
汹涌、澎拜的程度，真的不是盖的，哈哈哈
我们CYC的“长老们”更是不断尖叫、跳跃、呐喊
让我实在由衷的佩服他们
哈哈，当场年轻了20年

虽然，录影棚非常的热
直射的灯光，都快要把我们融化了...
可是，这应该也让许多冷静的人开始变得热情了...呵..
因为，我听说
我们CYC 有些比较安静的成员
昨天却异常的兴奋、支持，哈哈

无论如何，丫头你们的表演很棒！
加油咯！

~My sis cute little baby Gals~

My 2nd sis elder son Jing Feng & his new coming family member

his baby sister! He so happy, cos he finally can "see" his mei mei

he always wait & hope to play with!

My 2nd sis cute little baby Gals was born, yeah!! so happy ^e^

she is very cutiessssssssss, little sweet heart **

I still haven't saw her, only can view her "cute cute photo"

cos my sis & her family stay out of KL area

but nevermind......

hah.... next weekend is her full moon dinner

soon I will be there to hug & play wit this baby gals

May God richly bless her, lead her life & show her the way

Let her walk by faith & walk with GOD, Amen!

My Best Fren

I have one best fren

when she is wit me, we're not only hav many topic to talk

we hav joyful deeply in heart, when we meet each other

enjoy the time together, enjoy the expression she given to me

She is so close to my heart

I'm the youngest in family

& she is the eldest in family

Is so special... maybe we are puzzle for each other

she don hav 1 elder sis, I don hav 1 younger sis

Act i treat her, concern her as my own sis

I so thankful to GOD for her

The feeling is so comfortable when I wit her

although lives is busy, full of routine work

but when we meet once in awhile

I will feel so satisfied

& I really happy & touch recently

cos her life had change a lot in tis yr

especially her spiritual life & spiritual view

So thankful to GOD

cos today she is found in the lost sheep list

Thanks GOD!

真的很倒霉 ~~

昨天，真的很倒霉 ^x^”

也不知道为什么，自己会那么的不小心 … …

真的要多多“操练”自己的灵敏度才行

哈哈

话说，昨天有人送机械来我们公司

因为实在有点“太大”台

可是送货来的工人只有2个

而公司里的男人们，又全都出去了，唉呀…

最后，我就帮忙“开路”

把一些纸皮箱、store room 的一些杂物推开

过程中都还好… …

但是…. …. 当我蹲下，把拦路的工具箱移一旁

站起来的那一刻… …

“碰 !” 一声巨响，左后脑勺敲到一台质料“极好”的机械

（因为太好了，它比烤炉还硬 T_T）

我感觉好像有些脑震荡，很痛也 ！！！！！！

那2个工人都被我吓一大跳

只差下巴没掉下吧

我唯有假装没事，笑笑

其实，根本痛得快麻掉了

左后脑勺部位的神经细胞都不知道死了多少个

谁叫我那么不敏锐呢？T_T

今天本来忘了这件事，结果一摸之下，还很痛… … 真的傻眼

今天，一来到公司还发现，自己不得其门而入

公司房间是锁着的，可是本小姐的钥匙

昨天竟然忘了拿回家

那钥匙还安安稳稳的，插在抽屉上

结果，又被同事取笑了

天阿！超倒霉的… … ^x^”

原来颜色可以那么好玩 ^O^

礼拜天祷告会
出现了，4粒橙~
Four Orange....

哈哈... ... ...
果然同心哦

^O^


以下是数学考题 ：

4粒橙 + 2条香蕉

+ 1 粒白色的....
（不知道什么水果是白色的耶 ^_^ "）

等于 = ???

疾病的反思

今天，在获知Dandy 哥的父亲得了癌症后
我真的错愕了好一阵子
心情也有些低落，因为真的替他们感到难过

虽然，在现今的社会上癌症已经很普遍
可是，我相信没有人会因为它的普遍，而习以为常吧 ... ...

饮食习惯、生活作息都深深的影响着每个人的健康
讲究快速的现今社会，会不会在无形中... ...
也把人的生命快速的 “结束” 了呢？

当人们都认为快速的食物、快速的步伐、快速的生活作息
是在制造更多时间的同时
会否忽略了，它的负面影响呢？

我们社会所讲究的快速，是在缔造更多的美好
还是在偷偷的剥夺呢？

表面上看来，疾病是人为的。
对，我不否认这点。

可是，不要忘了，这其实只是撒旦制造的谎言
他想要掩盖事实，想让我们忘了，谁是---元凶！

有多少个细菌、病毒真的是人造出来的呢？

撒旦把疾病带来，是要偷窃、杀害、毁坏你我的生命
〔约10：10a 盗贼来，无非要偷窃、杀害、毁坏。〕

偷窃人的快乐、自由，杀害人的生命，毁坏生命的价值
他知道只要有一个顺服神的义人存在
他的国度就会受到威胁，他可以控制的领域大大的被剥夺

所以，疾病唯一的目的就是破坏
他知道即使破坏不了属神的人
至少还可以借由他身边的人，干扰、影响他

但我们的神，真实、且永远信实！

他被挂在木头上亲身担当了我们的罪，使我们既然在罪上死，就得以在义上活。因他受的鞭伤，你们便得了医治。彼前2：24

是的，这就是确据，这就是应许！
这就是让我们可以坦然、无所惧怕的一个肯定
乃是从耶稣那里领受而来的肯定！

我们没有办法杜绝疾病，可是我们可以得医治。
因为靠着耶稣，我们可以得胜疾病，阿门！

Why Women Cry Easily

One day, a young boy asked his mom

'Why are you crying?'

'Because I'm woman' she told him.

'I don't understand,' he said.

His Mon just hugged him and said, 'And you never will, but that's okay.'

Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mom seem to cry for no reason?'

'All women cry for no reason' was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry finally, he put in a call to God.

When God got back to him, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?'

God answered, 'When I made women, I decide she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet her arms gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times will come, even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue, without complaining.

I gave her sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances even when her child has hurt her badly. She has the very special power to make a child's boo-boo feel better and to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears.

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults, and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife but some times tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

For all of this hard work, I also gave her a tear to shed, It is her's to use whenever needed and is her only weakness.'

'When you see her cry, tell her how much u love her and all she does for everyone. And even though sha may still cry, you will made her feel good.' 'She is Special !'

This story is forward to me by my 2nd sis, thru tis mail

I can felt her heart... .... her heart so soft...

I'm so thankful to God 4 given me tis sister

she love me, care of me & even giv me a lot of gift

accompany me, when i was small.

treat me like a small princess.

Now she had become a mother

her 2nd baby gals will born in next month

her changing in tis few yr

I believe is bcos for her family, her husband & her boy

she is a working women, she like success, she like challenge

she is so smart in working, even a lot guys not smarter than her

a city women, working lady, smart gal

choose to change & willingly to put all this for her FAMILY

Actually same as my mom, same as CYC mommy

I really touch, & really respect them

when I saw them enlarge their capacity

and at the same time, gentle is found in their hand

Caring is found deeply in their heart.

I'm not a mom, but I really want to cheer for all mother

Including my own mommy...

May God take away all her worries, her burden

let her enjoy in the love of God

live simple, smile simple, be joyful in every single day of her life

Amen~

how to measure

Today, my mood is so bad... ...

When i open the blog, also nothing in my mind

dono wat to say, wat to do, wat to type

act my buddy also same situation as me

So coincidence.... her personal msn msg is same wit me

without knowing & inform

although we are so close, but her matter can't simply share it out

I also the same.

My matter can't simply share it out

are we wearing mask? or we juz wan 2 protect ppl?

is mean to be selfish OR selfless?

We're not purposely to pretend

And maybe we juz only hope someone else to only listen 2us

I may wrong? I may wrong.

how to measure?

how to measure?

selfless OR selfish?

less of me OR less of others?

Where is the place of warfare?

Inside the heart & mind.

Is self problem OR spiritual warfare?

Is spiritual warfare OR juz pretend to be holy?