not "ME" but "HIM"

In tis few weeks time
a lot of things happen

Many unbelievable things
suddenly appeard in my lifes
somehow
many of them is nonsense!

sometimes when I alone
I really felt I can't even take it anymore
almost wan to quit

I started to pray & seek God will

suddenly.....
I realise, tis is spiritual warfare

since tis month
I started to lead a CG
pressure, temptation never stop

& something truth is~~
every time when I need to
follow up somebody

that day will have some matters
suddenly happen & disturb me

try to tempt me to fall
try to distract my attention on GOD

I angry about the Satan trick
he threat me to stop serving GOD
BUT
although he is still there

I believe "WHO" inside me is bigger than "him"

I feeling grateful to my beloved heavenly father
b'cos everytime HE come on time!!!
no matter how bad luck is that day
HE always help me & bring down spiritual atmosphere
during follow up serving

sometimes I know that
my preparation is not that much
worrying keep on distract me

I'm not strength enough
BUT Holy Spirit remind me to PRAY

when I rely on HIM
powerful Holy Spirit will
change the situation upside down

I started understand why some character in bible
can do such unbelievable things for GOD

"NOT BY MY OWN STRENGTH
BUT
BY THE POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT"