S.O.S to faithful

Mother Teresa, she said sumthing really touch me
" I not called to be successful, I called to be faithful! "
Yes! U are rite !

I really feel disappointed of myself & my serving recently
I can't even facing my failure,
& be confidence 2 take all the challenge around me
I try to overcome stress, pressure situation....
but nothing change

I try so hard 2 break temptation, breakaway the chains
but my world seems like the same

I try so hard 2 get 100% marks
I try so hard 2 be successful
I try so hard 2 be abnormal, be powerful

But I forget a simple thing, tat is :
God not called me 2 "always" success,
but called me 2 be "faithful" in HIM

So, I cry & cry & cry in front Holy Spirit yesterday nite,
I laid down all my strength，my proud, my method
I don wan abide in HIM once,
but forever in my daily life, I wan link wit Holy Spirit

Tis two days, I experience refresh in my soul & my mind
Thank u, Holy Lord!
for giving me a renewal chance,
giving me a renewal relationship wit u
so tat I can have a new view of my serving
& living in your freedom once again.....